Ep.40

Last night, Tika got hit by a car.
Poor little thing.
I witnessed the whole thing,
and as I was trying to go to sleep,
it all replayed in my head like a broken record.

I ran to her, to try to get her to stop moving
and her initial reaction was to bite me.
I didnt feel the pain then, just the feeling of her gnawing at my thumb.
I was in shock.
And poor little Tika... ugh.

They put her to sleep this morning.
Her pelvic bones were crushed and it would take too many surgeries
and too much money to fix them,
and the chances of her walking normal were slim
not to mention, the pain she would always be in.

I have a swollen hand to remember the night.
It hurts.
Can't write, cant put pressure on it.
I just wish none of it would have happened.